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Post by zoltar on May 1, 2024 15:37:11 GMT -7
My mental health.
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Post by zoltar on May 2, 2024 15:15:55 GMT -7
Been working in my yard all day. It's funny. I work in the forest all week. And I don't get to appreciate. But When you work in your own yard and get the sit back and be like yeah, It really matters.
Might have a little fire tonight. Cook something delicious on the stove. Get ready for work tomorrow and I'm coming in with a full heart and a clean soul. Today is a good day. Love you guys.
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Post by ferd on May 2, 2024 16:30:24 GMT -7
We've had some really nice weather lately. Definitely good for the soul. Grilled some burgers tonight.
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Post by zoltar on May 4, 2024 17:04:57 GMT -7
I need strength to get up and make enchiladas. May the fourth be with you.
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Post by ancientchad on May 4, 2024 19:22:33 GMT -7
Work hasn't been good.
Fuck me.
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Post by ferd on May 4, 2024 19:44:22 GMT -7
Is it the job? A coworker? A boss?
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Post by Filo on May 4, 2024 20:01:01 GMT -7
Vacation or a break on the horizon, AC? I scheduled my first one of the year not until July and I have been struggling of late, myself. I haven’t had a physical or mental break from the grind since late Oct/early Nov. Hope things get better, bud.
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Post by ancientchad on May 5, 2024 3:54:26 GMT -7
Is it the job? A coworker? A boss? Guys I supervise. First time I've ever had a crew "working against me." I inherited them.
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Post by ferd on May 5, 2024 3:57:52 GMT -7
That sucks. Do you have any say about whether or not they continue to work for you?
Is it just because you're the new guy or did something happen?
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Post by ancientchad on May 5, 2024 4:44:39 GMT -7
I was able to get rid of one guy in Jan but there's a "culture" in place that been difficult to break.
They chased off my predecessor.
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Post by ancientchad on May 5, 2024 4:49:49 GMT -7
And yes, something did happen. Drain pipe became dislodged behind a wall while snaking. We didn't know until several condos suffered water damage.
I'm the boss and it was on my watch so...
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Post by EddieBlake on May 5, 2024 4:52:54 GMT -7
I was able to get rid of one guy in Jan but there's a "culture" in place that been difficult to break. They chased off my predecessor. That sucks AC. That "culture" shit is the absolute worst and it is the worst part of my job. "That's how it's done/us v them" stuff makes me so mad.
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Post by EddieBlake on May 6, 2024 4:34:32 GMT -7
I think I might end things in the next year or so.
Nothing gets better.
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Post by deadphishbiscuits on May 6, 2024 4:52:57 GMT -7
EddieBlake we love ya dude, sure feels that way at times, as they say, though the road is rocky, sure feels good to me
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Post by Not your moms 🌮 on May 6, 2024 4:55:29 GMT -7
Take care of yourself. Maybe go mountain biking and dodge trees while going fast. It helps keep me stay sane if I get out and get the blood flowing a few times a week.
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Post by ancientchad on May 6, 2024 5:08:55 GMT -7
I think I might end things in the next year or so. Nothing gets better. Dude.... come on Brother. You are very much loved. You have to know that. "Suicide is a violent act intended to cause pain in others." It is.
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Post by EddieBlake on May 6, 2024 5:28:40 GMT -7
Things just arent getting better and havent for so long. I'm basically treated like an invisible man by most of the people in my life. Im tired of reaching out for help over and over to people who don't seem to care about me as much as they do others. I really don't think it would make things much worse for anybody.
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Post by hokiejoe on May 6, 2024 6:12:40 GMT -7
It would make things worse for us. You can't seriously expect me to get my movie reviews from AC and Dirty Rice can you? Seriously man, hang in there. There are people who value you whether they show you that or not.
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Post by higs on May 6, 2024 6:26:49 GMT -7
Doc. You certainly aren't invisible. We value your presence around here. You mentioned seeing a movie with your mom over the weekend. Anytime I've been in the dark place and I contemplate dark thoughts I try to remember my mom and how she would feel if something were to happen. Please keep working towards a better day. You are all you need. We love you. Please love yourself.
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Post by EddieBlake on May 6, 2024 6:28:28 GMT -7
My mom has my nieces and sister. She'd be okay.
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