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Post by Not your moms 🌮 on Apr 14, 2021 18:17:59 GMT -7
Can't afford new unless I want to owe someone. Made it this far without debt. Not even a little interested in starting now. And if I did it would be on my dream property not my future beater.
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Post by ancientchad on Apr 14, 2021 18:53:29 GMT -7
That's it party's over boys. Put in for two vacation days Thursday and Friday. Currently sitting on a picnic table outside the intake office. Soon I'll be transported over to the main place. I checked into detox for the next 4 days. In almost 40 days, I could not stop using ( no matter how bad or how much I wanted to) dope for even one day. Burned through close to 5k. Had to. No way out. My first time in a actual detox since 2006. Next 4 days should interesting to say the least. 1 is to many and 1000 never enough. Thats gd rite! Love to all ya'll. See ya on the other side. Vibes My Brother. Vibes. Amazing how we're given overwhelming, empirical evidence that the promises are in fact very real and yet, for reasons we cannot comprehend, we are compelled to mock them... also my struggle. We're with ya man. Before, during and after. |
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Post by Vibyl on Apr 14, 2021 19:57:09 GMT -7
You can do it kronke! Sending good energy your way {{{{{ }}}}}
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Post by treetophigh on Apr 14, 2021 19:58:46 GMT -7
Can't afford new unless I want to owe someone. Made it this far without debt. Not even a little interested in starting now. And if I did it would be on my dream property not my future beater. I totally understand. I drive so godamn much, long distances, all the time and have no interest right now in troubleshooting vehicles. A good car loan may be the best bet I've made considering my handicaps. |
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Post by EddieBlake on Apr 14, 2021 20:01:54 GMT -7
Take care of yourself kronke. You got this. |
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Post by higs on Apr 14, 2021 21:18:33 GMT -7
Holy shit, Walt!
This is absolutely fantastic television.
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Post by salmon401 on Apr 14, 2021 22:09:24 GMT -7
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Post by salmon401 on Apr 14, 2021 22:23:10 GMT -7
kronkə
Sometimes it’s hard to ask for help, I’ve got faith in you, do the work, get better.
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Post by ferd on Apr 15, 2021 4:14:53 GMT -7
We're here for you kronke...I'll keep you in my prayers.
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Post by hokiejoe on Apr 15, 2021 4:27:03 GMT -7
That's it party's over boys. Put in for two vacation days Thursday and Friday. Currently sitting on a picnic table outside the intake office. Soon I'll be transported over to the main place. I checked into detox for the next 4 days. In almost 40 days, I could not stop using ( no matter how bad or how much I wanted to) dope for even one day. Burned through close to 5k. Had to. No way out. My first time in a actual detox since 2006. Next 4 days should interesting to say the least. 1 is to many and 1000 never enough. Thats gd rite! Love to all ya'll. See ya on the other side. I'm pulling for you Kronke. You've proven to yourself that you can do this for periods of time. I'm not much of a prayer but I'll be thinking of you a lot. Stay strong buddy. |
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Post by hokiejoe on Apr 15, 2021 4:32:48 GMT -7
My poor doggo is going to be a disaster for as long as this is going on. She is already scared of noises like thunder, fireworks, wind(WTF?), hard rain(seriously, WTF?), smoke alarms, kitchen hood vent, etc... The cicadas are going to terrify her. She's so soft. |
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Post by flyinghellphish on Apr 15, 2021 4:48:01 GMT -7
Appreciate all the well wishes. I underestimated the nicotine withdrawal back a month ago. I was over 30 days off nicotine with diet and exercise. Thought I was in the clear not really sensing the post acute withdrawal symptoms that were happening. My character defects were on high alert.. things like anger, depression, and loneliness all the while my defenses were weekend all the while not working a solid program. I forgot about the beast my addiction and how baffling powerful it really is. Lesson learned. Big mistake taking that first one. Big mistake. you can go on another dry run. you can do this kronke, check back as soon as you can brother. we are all pulling for you. |
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Post by chickenpoop on Apr 15, 2021 5:18:34 GMT -7
I could not find rollerblades anywhere in store in my size. Had to Amazon order them and I should get them by 4-20 ha cha cha. My last rollerblades were finally too beat looking and I had to toss them. I think a mouse was living in one in our old garage lol. Anyway, I can't wait to get out there and do some skate miles with Ben!
And apparently I wear a child's medium in wrist guards, which is much cheaper anyway. (I never wore any protective gear before but now I need to set a good example)
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Post by ferd on Apr 15, 2021 5:31:53 GMT -7
Tax refund??? Anybody get theirs yet? I filed on 3/11 and haven't seen one yet.
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Post by Not your moms 🌮 on Apr 15, 2021 5:33:25 GMT -7
I could not find rollerblades anywhere in store in my size. Had to Amazon order them and I should get them by 4-20 ha cha cha. My last rollerblades were finally too beat looking and I had to toss them. I think a mouse was living in one in our old garage lol. Anyway, I can't wait to get out there and do some skate miles with Ben! And apparently I wear a child's medium in wrist guards, which is much cheaper anyway. (I never wore any protective gear before but now I need to set a good example) I bought my first bike helmet last summer. Partially because the trail I've been riding are more dangerous. But just as much I'm getting old and shit just does not heal as quick as I remember it should. I suppose its a good things. Been shopping around for some knee, shin and elbow pads also. Might as well be safe. Never to late to try something new. |
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Post by bear on Apr 15, 2021 5:46:59 GMT -7
Tax refund??? Anybody get theirs yet? I filed on 3/11 and haven't seen one yet. You guys get refunds? |
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Post by ferd on Apr 15, 2021 5:48:57 GMT -7
I have too much withheld every year because I'm not great at saving money on my own...so my savings account gets a nice boost every year at this time.
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Post by chickenpoop on Apr 15, 2021 5:49:40 GMT -7
No stimulus. No tax refund. Nothing for the CP family. Bastards.
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Post by deadphishbiscuits on Apr 15, 2021 5:49:41 GMT -7
Tax refund??? Anybody get theirs yet? I filed on 3/11 and haven't seen one yet. Filed around then or a touch later Got money back from feds Had to pay state (first time ever, thanks obama!) |
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Post by chickenpoop on Apr 15, 2021 5:52:25 GMT -7
I could not find rollerblades anywhere in store in my size. Had to Amazon order them and I should get them by 4-20 ha cha cha. My last rollerblades were finally too beat looking and I had to toss them. I think a mouse was living in one in our old garage lol. Anyway, I can't wait to get out there and do some skate miles with Ben! And apparently I wear a child's medium in wrist guards, which is much cheaper anyway. (I never wore any protective gear before but now I need to set a good example) I bought my first bike helmet last summer. Partially because the trail I've been riding are more dangerous. But just as much I'm getting old and shit just does not heal as quick as I remember it should. I suppose its a good things. Been shopping around for some knee, shin and elbow pads also. Might as well be safe. Never to late to try something new. I always wear a helmet because we have angry drivers who hate bicyclists here and yahoo hood rats who ride around the city on their 4 wheelers. Oy. Wrist guards are new for me. Mike swears I need them so I don't break my wrists. I think he frets at the thought of me getting hurt and him having to clean. Ha! |
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